why did my dae become like shit?

Feelings - fulfilling -----> happy-------> pissed and angry

It started off as a happy day.. i went to the hospice and played with the little kids.... they were so adorable and make me realise how beautiful the world is ... later i went to far east to celebrate Alvin's bdae... that was fun!!! we had a turkish meal.. but the highlight was the cake baked by denise... it was a chocolate cake.. and they were delicious....later i went to ziyi's hse for diner... Damn... that was when my shitty day began...

Was early for the appointment ... so i went round to walked around and went to the mrt at around 615pm... Saw jieying, siyuan and his gf there.. waiting already... ARRRGGGG!!! the first thing jieying did when she saw me is to insult my skirt .....damn man...at first i accepted her opinion with an open heart ... but when she kept repeating her comment...i got pissed ... i begun to show her the irritated face... but she din notice ... and kept on commenting... i guess Siyuan noticed my irritation and quickly changed the topic...that was not all ...jinwei was late for 30 mins... so we waited there for him... finally we arrived at her hse round 7 .....chatted about and diner begun...haizz... but not all good things will end well...God damn shit... after the diner.. after jinwei left with Ziyi's brother to play basketball, Ziyi said i said things i shldnt say... Damn shit man.. what did i Say !!!! pissED lor... that was not all... becoz she planned to walk jinwei to the bustop and do not want us to be lightbulb .. she forced us to go home before he comes back... i was damn angry.. if that is the case .. she might as well just invite him to her house...Another thing is i already tell jinwei we will leave at 10... now it seems like i have played a trick on him... and i know ziyu will surely say i purposely dun wan to wait for him... i felt make use of ... ARRggg!!! i
dont understand why she is always a different person when jinwei is around...it sux when friends make use of u to get something and trash u aside when they get their motive.