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my future babies....


well , it seems like a lot of people seems quite moody this few daes... rushing deadlines for essays and common tests i supposed... heee so i decided to have this cutie pic to cheer everyone up.... i guess i juz love uploading pics... heee all nice pics... i love.....
Well , this few daes were quite tiring for me.. not sure why ... but i kept feeling scared deep inside my heart... juz a kind of unspoken fear.. unexplainable... felt like crying... but not sure why...mebbe i m juz thinking too much? stress about work? i m not sure myself too... too much things had happened to me after i came nus ... all things seemed unpredictable.... but i realised something.. i m stronger than i thought i intially was....more independent ...
went for my philo tutorial todae.... din sat next to ziyi like i usually do... i guess i see no point in our frenship .... loo was late as usual... hee... too busy dating i supposed.... philo tutorial as usual was heee... uncomprehensive... talked about whether we really exists... heee... so funny.... how to know whether we are living in a dream bcoz dreams and realities seems so alike... etc...mirage in the desert... whether what we perceive now are all what our perceptions are deceiving us... heee.... well if that is the case... what about universal rules such as 4+4=8 ? whether in dreams or in realities .. these rules dont change... heee... but another opposing view came up... hahahhahah... horrible...mebbe a monster is controlling our lives and implanting all these thoughts in our mind... hahhaha.. philo was so funny....but the point is ... we muz exist even for the monster to implant the thoughts in our mind... hhahahhaa...interesting...
din see much people in sch todae... mebbe coz it is a fri??? heee..... life goes on.....