living in my own world

Sometimes i wonder whether i m living in a matrix of my own when i m alone... i can imagine the impossible , and sometimes i prefer it that way.. juz living in my own world...world of fantasy .... all weird thoughts occur when i am daydreaming... well i have to admit i m pro at that... Sometimes i just wonder ...what will it be like if you like someone and suddenly you realise he likes someone else? would it be better not knowing at all? or would it be better if he was a gay? well , i guess for me.. i would rather he is a gay. What if .. just what if... you haf the opportunity and you let it slip away...a lot of thoughts came to my mind today...Xinyi ...sorrie for all my craziness on the bus...juz my way of sorting out my thoughts...but i guess you are right... if something is impossible , there is no point hankering over it...maybe i should learn to slowly let go...