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i woke up this morning with a damn lousy mood. Not sure why, i suddenly just felt like i couldnt finished studying. When i revised for the previous chapters which i had studied previously, it just seemed like they had never been encoded in my mind. Stress forced me to avoid studying by going to sleep. Even when i amd sleeping, i kept thinking about what i had studied. I refused to wake up, just lie there trying to pretend i am in at least for a period away from everything. Sometimes, i just hate myself for giving so much stress to myself. But i just cant help it. I need stress to function. Dont tell me what to do. It is not what i want to hear.