Arrrrggg!!!! What's wrong with me?

I went for my tutorial happily today to realise that I actually missed one tutorial without realising it. When I saw TUTORIAL 5 on the projector screen , I thought my eyes were playing a trick on me. And me , hands still holding on to tutorial 4 .... Gosh !!!!

I had been so busy with deadlines and midterms that I couldn't even keep track of my scheduled tutorial slot. I just feel like shooting myself to death at the instance. For that stupid module, tutorial attendence is super important because people usually do very well for midterms and projects. This is one of the modules where attendence DO count. What a way to start my day!!!!

Feel quite lost too. Today will be my last CG meeting before the restructuring. I'm not sure why I am feeling this way. We will still see each other in church but still...It is different when we really sit down and share with each other. I know we have to move on and I know God has a purpose for everyone. But I just hate adjusting to new changes.... I have a strong feeling that I will be transferred to NUS cg. It is not a bad thing but I don't want to see NUS people all the time, plus the CG is set up around more than 2 months. I just feel like an intruder....

I guess I really need sometime to really evaluate my life......

God , please give me your blessing....