3 down , 2 more to go!

Nice paper today.

I just received an email regarding my internship, starting the week right after my exam. That means I have no time to relax. Then again , I haven't been totally drained out this semester. That is the reason why you don't see me much in the library during exam period as compared to last semester. :P I finally understand that sometimes it is not a matter of quantity but quality which really matters. Perhaps I am already sick of the rat race. I'm tired of competing. Period.

I was reading through one of my friend's blog just now. She was commenting that the lack of self disclosure is a form of independence, learning to manage life on our own. Perhaps it is true.

To me personally, individual differences result in the various levels of self disclosure. Lack of self disclosure does not mean that you are hiding some deep secrets in your life. It may just means that there is just nothing to share or that I do not think that you understand me enough for me to share how I feel about certain values. It sounds contradicting because it is only through sharing that you learn more about that person. I hate it when people pass judgment on you just because of what you say or do. Even when you tried to explain that it is not the case, people still insist that it is. If that is the case, just imagine any story which fit into your entrenched stereotype instead of asking me. I am not interested in making people understand me nor do I want people to enforce their values on me, telling me what is right or what is wrong.

At the end of the day , it is me who will bear the consequence, so why bother poking into my matter?

Just take care of your screwed up life which is concealed perfectly right within you.

Thanks.