a DEcision to be made

Went for the damn meeting today. Huiyi and radhika went with me. It was real shitty. Dont really like siyuan's friends. Looks and sound disgusting like him. Felt like puking. Well , if anyone understand Siyuan , i guess bringing outsiders to join this programme is just his way of having a backup. In case , me n Xinyi leave the centre which we have been planning to do long ago. I m really not interested anymore. I wish i can just leave but i would be deemed as irresponsible. Damn. I guess i will leave after everything stabalises. Did the spreadsheet and was criticised by Siyuan for being vague. but that was how we said we will do it when we discuss it the last time. God damnmit, either he is real dumb to understand or he is blind. Anyway , he did another spreadsheet. Since that is the case , he might do it himself it the first place since, only , he himself, knows what he wants. Now i am supposed to do the Damn letter addressed to parent when i m not very sure what he is talking about. Since he knows it it the lst place , why ask me do? I M NOT GOING TO DO IT. LET HIM DO FOR ALL HE WANTS. Since i guess he will be reediting it all over again after i write the draft. damn!! Trying to show his friends he can do it? Well , his friends addressed him as the chairman today. Well, he can be . i dont mind. Since i will be leaving soon. Really cant stand him. A pain in my ass. Real fuming mad at him. Can anyone help me kill him?