Prayer

Bitterness, anger , anguish and whatever there is in me. Sometimes, i just dont understand why i feel the way. Probably when i cant acheive my goals. I hate it when things are not the way i think they will turn out as i had expected. To tell the truth, i am a very selfish person. I like to spend a lot of time to myself, just doing what i like. I hate it when i have to spend extra time correcting something. Just a simple mistake can depressed me the whole day. I hate heavy responsibility , it gives me stress everytime. I know i am here for a purpose in Him. But sometimes, i just couldnt help to feel the way i am now. An sms came just now from someone whom i barely know and i guess it is His reply to me. Now i understand why i feel this way. Not sure why , but when i saw the sms , tears came flowing into my eyes. He is really an Almighty lord, giving me strength to carry on in whatever i feel like giving up. i hope to be a better person in terms of spiritually and psychologically or even emotionally to fulfil the purpose in me