I feel so ashamed of myself today.

When Weiyang called me today to ask for the values for the mean table for our stats project , I ended the conversation with ...

"Ya , if there is any problem , don't call me"

Although I said it in a jokingly manner, but I really meant it at that time. Shame on me. Where has all my Christian teaching went to? I really don't believe I said such a thing and MEANT it somemore at that time. I felt so guilty as I sat down to reflect on what I had said. Dreadful sin.

WWJD - What would Jesus do ?

This phrase is a reminder to me wherever I go or whatever I do. But today , it just seemed to slip off my mind. I guess I am just frustrated at the module itself. I just can't seemed to score for the module, no matter how hard I study. And now , this stupid report robbed me of my precious study time. I just feel like getting rid of it and just submit whatever we have at hand.

I must start looking on the bright side. But I'm too overly optimistic. I need a balance. I must learn to accept setbacks.

I resolve to smile at every problem I encounter from now on.