Thinking through the comments people gave me in unison at different timing, I realised something may need to be clarified. Many people , especially people in my old cg, had came to asked me whether I was coping well in my new CG. I was quite bewildered though because most of them said that I did not look as happy as I was before in church. Uncle Kaf commented that I could be much happier in my new cg.


Was it true? This I really don't know. I mean this transition, changes and the forming of new bondings with people really tire me out. I am not saying that I am unhappy but just exhausted. I guess the dynamic of NUS cg is really different from my previous cgs. Most of us are quite opinionated and stubborn. Well, I am one good example. I feel that we are still at the stage of exploring and accomodating each other. No deep but mediocre sharing. Seriously , all of us are really "new" to each other. I guess it will take sometimes before things start to warm up. Most of the time, we need to give and take, accept everyone's fault just as they accept mine. I'm still learning to adapt.

I hope we will grow together spiritually as a family of Christ- to love and care for one another.

Till then , I hope I will look happier in my cg in case people misunderstand me again...