My world comes tumbling down.

Tomorrow is the start of my EXAM.

The start of the devilish and sinister experiences, which torture almost everyone every semester.

I am so F.worried because I have not been worrying for my exams since the start of the reading week. I am slow in my revision and I do not even want to study.

Studying is BORING!

Rena knocked some bloody sense into me on Friday when she exclaimed this “meaningful” sentence to me when I told her I am going to wait to Sunday to study for my bizad paper on Monday.

“I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU ARE NOT WORRIED FOR A NON ARTS MODULE WHICH YOU NEVER S/U!”

It did have an effect on me for a while. In addition, I seriously mean for a while. The next day, I woke up, I totally forgot about it or I pretended to.

I am not complacent, if that is what you are thinking. I am just disillusioned.
Disillusioned about the world, about my future and about life.

Stupid Rena planted some naughty thoughts into me. Rena is weird in some sense. Hahahaha.

She said she wished she know smoking because it can be a source of relaxation. Hahaha… Crazy. I bet she got this idea from XXX and RRR who seemed so carefree after smoking. Of course, I smacked some rationality into her, which means I am still sane to know what is right and wrong.

Enough of exams. It sucks.

I think I have been primed.

I just cannot stop thinking about the thing. Every minute and every second.
Arrggg… to hell to whoever who primed me to have this silly thought. Now I cannot seem to stop myself from thinking. AND THIS IS TOTALLY NO GOOD! I hope this illogical thought will end as soon as my last paper ends.

Now is time to start slacking again. I shall study later.

I am missing all my friends…..they include you too!