Revelation

Tears dwelled in my eyes again when i was in church today. I guess most of the time i attend church , i will be touched by those powerful sermons. But this time, the tears which came rolling continuously were very differemt from those i usually shed. I walked down the aisle today. The first time in Brighton Church. Actually , to be frank, i didnt wanted to go at first, but since Biyun asked me, so i obliged to her request. I hate walking down the aisle , not sure why. The fear is unexplainable. In my previous church which i had attended for about 3 years, I had only walked down the aisle twice. Once for the altar call and another time for a much-needed prayer in my life. Those were the only time. This time, when i was there , standing , I was quite calm. But when Tricia started to pray for me, tears just came. I just couldnt control it. I just felt the holy spirit overwhelmed over me. When she prophesized for me, it seemed like God talking to me. Things which i had held back for a long time. My reluctance . My stubborness. My everything. Everything seemed clear to me all of a sudden, things which me , myself dont even realised. But she had listed all the things , one by one. It was a powerful prayer. A lot of people had prayed for me before, but this was the first time i felt this way. Suddenly i felt that i have the strength to withstand all temptations to sin. Things may not be a rainbow for me, but i am sure with God, i will be able to brave through all the challenges.