Wow.....looking at my past blogs , I realised how long I hasn't been blogging.

I had been so busy this week. The "Amazing Race" had just ended. School had just started. The Synovate adidas project finally came to an end yesterday. Reachout to Whampoe residents start tomorrow. Tutorials start next week. And me? Still lagging and living in my holiday mood.

Not sure why , but this few days , I had been feeling real tired for no apparent reasons. Missing lectures , falling sick , turning down and forgetting lots of lunch appointments with friends...Arrrggg!! Sorry to those who are in this category.

Suddenly, I had a urge just to hide in my house forever, never to come out again. Everyone seemed to pressurise me these few days. I have been living life aimlessly....lost the urge to study......Sometimes, it's hard....to pretend to be happy and strong when deep down , you are bogged down by super lots of things which you absolutely can't share with anyone.... God , please guide me in the direction ...and reveal to me my calling and life...

Sometimes, I just don't understand people. Why do they like to intrude so much into people's privacy....even to the extend of asking me to send my school time table to arrange for lunch appointments...I DON'T WANT TO!!!! but it's hard to refuse because of the purpose behind the appointments...to build stronger fellowship.....I need some private time too....I am not perfect ! You are not perfect ! No one is perfect! I am selfish with my time....Please give me some peace...

I am so stressed now...Vocalist test is 2 weeks down the road...I admit I hasn't been practising much...Things are different now...One of my close friends is drifting away from God ...What can I say , even do to make you come back? No idea. God , please do your will.

There are so many things to do ...so many friends to care for...so many readings to catch up...so many projects , so many commitments. So little time.