Masked

Yesterday was a super drained day for me , both emotionally and mentally.

Discipline.

Humming on the word - discipline. I love order in my life. But when things occur unexpectedly and disrupt this peace, I get super upset and that is why I dislike people who can't hit their deadlines , not once but many times.

I don't understand why it is wrong to enforce deadline. FANCY BEING ACCUSED OF NOT KNOWING HOW TO LOVE OR BE MORE ENCOURAGING TO PEOPLE. I feel so ashamed for whoever those IDIOTS are who can't even do such a simple thing. And especially those who talk so loud about whatever you believe in. Shame on you!!!!

" Oh , you don't understand the group dynamics. I think you shouldn't be so strong headed. There may be reasons why people can't reach their deadlines. You should be more tolerant. And somemore , our leader has not even spoken a word about it. You should learn to love"

TO HELL WITH THAT.

I can say that too. It is not you who is taking on the responsibility. Am I your mum? DO I HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING YOU?

FOR GOD'S SAKE , HOW OLD ARE YOU ? IF YOU CAN BE SO "LOUD" ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS , ARENT YOU ASHAMED THAT YOU CAN EVEN FOLLOW SUCH SIMPLE DISCIPLINE WHEN ALL THE OTHERS CAN? YOU DO NOT EVEN HAVE THE RIGHT TO EVEN SPEAK OF WHATEVER YOU BELIEVE IN.

Well, whatever it is , just take it that I am a cold-blooded animal , insensitive and discouraging.

I won't drop a tear for any accusation for what I did anymore. I believe in discipline and I will do just what I said. I will still keep reminding you. But if you do not adhere to the deadlines, I will not hesitate to carry out what I am suppose to do.