突然好想做回我自己...

Friday, September 30, 2005

Hee.. just woke up to a beautiful morning...

Missed one lecture at 8 today butI purposely do it because the lecture doesn't help me much. Now I am .. staring at my laptop screen , trying to see what I can do. It's so bored at home. Will be going school for an 1 hour tutorial , then I will need to go to His Sanctuary church at around 6plus. I hate going there because I always get lost there the place is so alien to me. Never mind ..Today will be a great day!!!!! I love Friday!!!!!


Hugs and kisses....I want to eat my chicken rice!! What time is my mum coming back.....

Signing off to go my lala land

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Chilli Chilli Cha cha!!! haha...

I gave my handphone a new coating today. Looks Chic now...I wanted to upload the image of my handphone but that HEllo program can't seem to do that. It was a great deal. $19 dolars only. I mean the outside market rate is $38 but since it is a NUS bazaar , so all Nus students got 50% off....woohoo....Still contemplating of whether I should give my laptop a coating too..heee.. but it is so expensive..$58 dolars....Should I , should I not..haha..I bought 3 pairs of earrings too. red , green and pink..All pearls earrings..haha...

It was a great load of fun today. We were video-taping ourselves for our social psychology project. Heee.. I have to act as a rich tai tai and a bitchy office lady..haha.. I definitely suit my role...We were laughing and laughing because it is super weird to see us on video and plus the content of it was hilarous. Eileen was a superb actor..haha... 2 thumbs up ! She really can act!!

Later I went Suntec with my sister...I wanted to buy small booklets on the 4 spiritual laws but I cant find it anywhere. Not LiFE bookshop or Rocks. In the end , I didnt bought anything but my sister bought a shawl- like clothing..haha.not sure what that called. It was fun having a sisters outing...

Overall , it was a fun day today!!!!!! I love slacking around!!!!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Tada!!! I changed my blogskin because all my photos posted with the old blogskin are transparent...heee.. looks ghostly to me...2 midterm this week...i guess I wont do well for the stats test today...

On my bus ride home today , I decided...haha.. not to give myself anymore pressure regarding grades . Yuppie...It means more time for myself, my family and my friends...But it doesn't mean that i will be a slacker..haha but I will give myself more space!!! More time for church activities...

I cut my hair today!!! No more tails at the side.. and new highlights...whahahaha.... Told myself not to spend anymore money but I just cant resist it!!! But i am quite satisfied with it!! Woohoo!!! I can style my hair again..because recently my hair had grown long and I cant spike it up because it is too heavy...heee..Now i can make it stand up with the minimum wax...whaha.. This also means that I will need to wake up early to style my hair everyday ..otherwise i will look shagged...heee...I'm so excited...

Going to eat my diner now....Yummy !!!! I love my day!!!!

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Smilzz.. jus like the sunshine... Posted by Picasa

Pika!!! Posted by Picasa

Monday, September 26, 2005

OMG!!! I skipped school today only to realise I forgotten to pass up my midterm essay....And thank God Peiyun called me.. Otherwise I will still be in my dreamland...

This few days sucks.. I need to make major decisions...Sometimes, it's hard to tell people the truth. It may not be something which you would want to hear...This happened to me. My friend shared with me something which I was quite uneasy about because I know there will be serious implications whether I tell someone in church or keep mum about it. I'm dead both ways. I need to weigh the consequences... I wish I can make a rational choice. But it's hard to betray a friend's trust although I know it is best for her. Will she understand that what I did is best for her? I really have no idea...I want to help her but I do not want to jeopardise our friendship...Is this a challenge pose by God to me? I need to make a decision first before anything else happen...

Pray pray pray....

Monday, September 19, 2005

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say Cheeze Posted by Picasa

Grand reunion Posted by Picasa

Smilezzz Posted by Picasa

Family of 3 ??? Posted by Picasa

jingting , tricia and jonathon Posted by Picasa

the Tallie and the shortie Posted by Picasa

Eugene and Mr nice guy , Loyalle... Posted by Picasa

Fantastic RACE - Finally uploaded!!! Posted by Picasa

Gals gathering!!! Posted by Picasa

Me and june!!! Posted by Picasa

Term break has just started. Went orchard to do a project today. It was quite fruitful and we ended our discussion quite early.

A few days ago , I went out with my old friends to eat steamboat. Things are still the same , or it seemed to be. I used to think that friendships will not change , but recently I realised things are not really the case. Most of the time, people are hiding things , trying to be the same old us. It's reallty hard to pretend that things are still the same, esp when you know things which you shouldn't know. Different mentality , different thinking and even different schools have made us all drift apart. Frankly speaking , I enjoyed my NUS friends now . Not that , my old friends mean nothing to me but I guess most of the times, when we meet up , things we talked about or even do are so on the surface. I do care about my old friends , but really , sometimes, it is hard to help when we are so far apart, and yet so near. Even when I have trouble, I would rather turn to my nus friends because at least they know how life is for me. People do change and I am no longer the old me. I'm not sure how to explain too.I guess everyone is moving on with their lives just like me, in all directions. Anyway , let's hope this will be a good midterm break for me.....

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Horray!!! Midterm break is just around the corner... Finally , a time to catch up!!!

Life has been stressful for me.. but i shall not mention anything about it today. I'm so excited about Saturday because I will be meeting June and friends to eat steamboat. YeaH!!! It's been so long since we met up. Everyone is so busy with their own things that we dont really have time to catch up. After that , we will be going Esplanade to chill out... hahaha.. which means drnking.. woohoo..it's been a long time since I get high high high... yippee yeah yeah!!! I cant help smiling to myself whenever I think of this Saturday...

Recently , I got a personal chaueffer...Mr LOK WEIYaNg...Took so many rides from him until me also paiseh!!! But then , i did said thank you and buy him tea during lectures.. so that's fair and square !!! haha...He looks a bit like Harry potter and is super hardworking. I want to be just like him!!!! I'm so bored now.. arrrggg!!! Combination of physic and music makes me sick!!! EEEEKKSSS ..I hate science of music!!!

I just want to Shout out LOUD......

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Finally , time for a update on my life recently.

Nothing interesting really. I learnt how to swim - in the midst of projects and essays. All the researches I have to make are driving me mad. Days seem to go so fast. Night time seems even faster. Sleep is never enough! Even whenI go out with friends , I still have the lingering feeling of undone tasks bothering me. Worst still, lunch time is never peaceful with project mates around. Discussions are bought up during lunch that I can't even rest . Next is consultation. With consultation means more amendments to project proposals. Worst , I haven't even start on my social psychology project. Sobzz and my biological essay is due in 2 weeks time. I still haven't plan time for my 3 mid terms and 2 pending essays for cognitive psychology and science of music. Anyone who is good in music..Can help me compose a midi please for my science of music's project? Super tight for time!!!! Now I understand why people request for 48 hours a day. Well, but in the midst of it , I got to know lots of nice people. heeee...plus my stats project. It is gona to be real interesting because we will be carrying out a real research. Woohooo... and the topic which my group touch on is super interesting. But I shall not reveal it here so I can test it to you all when I meet up with you friends.. heeee...

Last sunday was super trumatizing for me. Till now, the images kept flashing in my mind. Her hysterical voice , her flustered mind..everything about her...It was supposed to be a healing service where the blind will be able to see and lame can walk. Then there was this girl. She was said to be possessed by her friend's spirit. Her friend had just jumped down of a building weeks ago. The girl was shouting and screaming in a weird language. Everyone was shocked because we had never seen things like that before. Her father even had to grab hold of her to prevent her from running around. The reason she was "attacked" by the evil was because she had received the holy spirit before but had rejected it , and therefore she was vulnerable to all these forces in the evil realm. We prayed for her as a whole church. She appeared calmer later the evil spirit was still in her, so she had to come back to consult Dr ananda, the invited speaker again the next day. All these while. she was in a trance. It was quite scary . I cant imagine myself going through it.

Another miracle which happened was that one of my church friends who is deaf is able to hear muffled claps after Dr Ananda prayed for him. It was really hard to imagine and witnessing it on the spot. So many things happened that I was still in a daze when everything ended.

Time for studying... Pray for concentration and focus when I study.