Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Collage pictures at Jo's house!!! 

Gosh... I can't believe I slept the whole day today.
Had a gals night-out at Jolene's house with June after Janice's birthday yesterday. We crapped till around 4 plus in the morning before residing into our dreamland... But I just can't get to sleep...In the end, I just lied on Jo's bed till morning.

Rushed home at around 8 plus because I had to hand in my part of the project to Dr loke. Thank God it was not as difficult as I thought it was. But then again ..it is just a damn 1 percent and it is a bonus somemore. Oh well, at least the final product is out! YipPee Yeah YeaH!

It shall be a busy week ahead....2 more term papers and presentations for most of the tutorials...:( This semester really sucks....Too much workload....

I guess I need to be more discipline....

Staying happy and high everydaY!!!

Strawberry sunRise , Chocolate fReeZe and Peach Please! 

A big silly elephant all the way from Thailand!

YIppEE YaYa! Thanks Dr Loke!

You nEver Failed to Surprise uS!

YiPPIeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

smilzzz...  

Cheers! 

everyone trying to kill everyone...hahha 

The monsters on the left and angels on the right 

us again! 

me and Belle.... happy face! 

Dying soon....
I had been mugging in the library for my essay for two days already and it is still not complete. I feel so sick. I can't believe I actually need to do 3 essays this semester plus 8 midterms. Seriously, I think this is the worst semester ever.

I managed to sneak a break between my studies today to celebrate Alvin's birthday. I have known him for almost one year already and the GEK group is still going strong as ever....Fate really works in a miraculous way, bringing four totally unrelated people into each other's life. I am really thankful for having them in my life.

The service at Munchie Monkey was quite good. When the waiter took the cake over, they broadcasted the birthday song over the whole resturant. Everyone in the resturant clapped and sung for him. Alvin was super embarrassed. His face turned extremely red. No home-baked cake this year though since all of us are so busy ....

To sum up, all went well today ....heee.. hope it will be a great day later too!

Steamboat at Ziyi's House !





me and jieying

the long hair gals... 

awdward photos... 2 and a half ... 

the 4 gals again... why is my hair messy for all the photos...faintzzz 

smilz... 

pretty 4 flowers 

Sorry for disappointing...

It has been one of my struggles for sometimes and I really don't know what to do about it. I gave myself chances but I really can't. I did try very hard until I was angry at everyone and myself.

Sorry that I have chosen the easy and harsh way out.

Thanks Natasha for being so direct with me. Maybe you were right in saying it wasn't there in the first place. I hate hurting people , especially people whom I care a lot for.

I hate pretending and lying about the state I am in now. I can do what I am told and be just like everyone of you , no one will see a difference anyway. But do you really want me to be phony and lie to all of you of how I am feeling now? I stated my stand and I thanked all of you for respecting my decision.

"So we won't see you anymore?" - it pierces through my heart.

I understand you all do care for me and I do love each and everyone. I do treasure everyone of you dearly in my heart and you will still see me around but not in the setting.

I hope I can experience it....the feelings which you all feel ....But I guess it won't be in the near future.....:(

Dreams
Can it ever be fulfil?

As I grow older, I realised that my dreams get bigger and the harder it is for me to achieve.

It is hard to accept the fact that you may not achieve your dream, something you really want so badly.

I am quite loss lately as to what I would do if I do not get what I want in life- something which I want so badly. I wish I could persist on. The race will be very tough and I know it, but I have no way out now. I have made my choice and I shall do my best.

You cannot have the best of both worlds nor can you please everyone.

Sometimes, I do not understand why most people want to go through their life by the social norms – study, work, marry, babies, death. Is there more to it? Someone once told me life is about learning and I agree totally. However, the more I learn, the more sceptical I become. I am glad I am not the only one who thinks this way.

How can one lead a meaningful life? Can we ever do things without thinking of the consequences? Everything we do affects, not just only us, it will also affect the people around us, no matter how minor it is. So does it mean that we live our lives for people just like they live their lives for us? Is there any way to escape from the vicious cycle? Can I lead my own life? The answer is obvious.

I have been thinking about all these questions these few days. I hope I will find all the answers soon.

Pretty in Marriot... 

The Trio Trio...Rose among the thorns...