突然好想做回我自己...: October 2006

My sister...

Yummdelicious!

Yummy!

And so you believe them?

It struck me at this point that I no longer care. No matter what the truth is, it does not interest me. I wanted to blurt out how I really feel. However, I knew it would spell more problems.

In the end, I just tried to brush off the whole subject.

I am surprised at how cold I am. In the past, I guessed I would be more empathetic and humane. Now, this kind of things does not really does not matter to me. People should take up responsibility for what they do and even how people think about them – if they really care.

I am learning hard too, to be responsible for whatever I do. In the end, the eventual outcome would only affect me the most.

On a lighter note, I am glad that I have completed my memory essay. Now I am left with a presentation and 2 essays. Looking back, this semester has been quite tough but at the same time, fruitful. I learnt to be independent and enjoyed myself to the utmost although I have to admit that I complained a lot. :P

It is often a joy to just have lunch with a company of friends with the same goal and ambition. There is always fun and laughter although I know most of the time, they are laughing at me. Hoiting said that I have DID. Sobs! Seriously, I do not. I believe that she is just jealous of my “memory” and me. Whatever it is, thanks for bring joy to my life with all you stupidity! Hahaha. Opps.

I am going to rest now. Too tired. I want earn money to shop!!!!