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Monday, February 28, 2005

Arts library


my FAv place in NUS
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had a dumb test just now... realised i made some dumb mistakes... hee... nver study my notes throughly... but nver mind.... no point harping over it....saw anabelle just now... reformatting her com...i guess mine need some repair too....after that .. we left science fac back to ARts...heee...my homeland

was supposed to have lunch with weixin and bobby and friends... but Mac was too crowded .. so we sat separately... Went to the library to mug juz now.. ( supposedly) heee... health psy tutorial sux... so bored... my friends gave up and left me struggling...heee.. Saw mark juz now in the library... was juz 2 cm away from him.. and he missed me... diao... muz be bio-ing some gals.... asked him to find some readings.. and he went too far... heee... he searched the whole Amazon .com ... diao..... ( ps: thxs Alvin for helping me too , couldnt find the rest still after u left but i potocopy from my friend)

Now waiting for 6 o'clock to come... arrrrggg!!! for my tutorial... haizzz.....

Sunday, February 27, 2005


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If you're not the one
Then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one
Then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine
Then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine
Would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away
But I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you
then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you
Then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you
Then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me
Then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me
Then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one
I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take itI don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart
And pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take itI don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

101 ways to be the heart-trob of a woman's hEArt


The perfect Man
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Man often find it difficult to understand a girl... but is it really that difficult? Well i had devise a alogthrim for guys to charm a woman.... or at least to please a woman....hee....

1) The guy must be a great listener.

Well , guys have often complained that women whine a lot... well, i agree with that ... or should i say .. women are more emotional and expressive of their feelings..heee... Well. in that case ... what a guy should do is to lend a listening ear... and pls read carefully ... TO LEND A LISTENING EAR...pls do not give any advice if the woman does not ask for any...because women often already made a decision of what to do .. and all she want is someone to support her decision.. even if the decision is absurd , there is no use telling her.. for women are irrational. hee...

2) Do yr best for every request asked by the woman

When women asked for help , even for a simple task. doing yr best creates the best impression the woman can have of you. Even if it means asking for simple task like where AS6 is ... i have a friend called Clement who is always ever ready to be there for you... Even if u ask him to find the telephone of some ULU place in Nus , he will search the net wholeheartedly for you. Well, that what we called a GOOD man... hee... Woman actually do not ask much from man... fulfiling simple task requested by a woman can also makes their day...

3) Be a gentleman

Please! Please! Please!
Guys should always clear the plates for the women and offer to open the door for them ...Forget about equalities when it comes to this... Even better, offer a cooling seat to a woman .. hee.. ( if u noe what this meant) Women are often turned off by men who are so oblivious to these...Arrggg!! Some even need women to open doors for them....that is a great NO NO....whoever is reading this blog... for the women , pls do not ever open doors for men.. unless u have no choice..or u do not regard those men around u as men... hee... for men who ever have had a woman open a door for you.. pls go bang yrself on the wall... u have failed yr part as a man and we , the women do not need yr existence....

4) Do not be a gay!!!! ( this is for you , Xinyi)

Guys , especially eligible ones... pls stay straight.... Dont bend.... it will break women' s heart greatly even if it means nothing to you... Pls get yr preferences right.. not that i discriminate against gays.. but that's the way society is.... Gays will never become the total heart-trob of a woman...blab blab blab!!!


to be continued......

Saturday, February 26, 2005


me and xinyi :) Posted by Hello

boring day...

Came back from Xinyi's hse juz now.. heehee...woke up very early todae although i slept quite late yesterday .. coz Xinyi got the date of her social visit wrongly...Is suppose to be 26th March but she read it as 26th Feb.... the most thing is .. both days are Saturday.. that why she din notice.. Went to have breakfast instead...Ate my fav tomyam noodles and Xinyi ate Assam curry noodle.. the name sound delicious... but Xinyi said it was bland...Went home after that...slept till 3 plus.... i guess i m have become a sleeping beauty nowadays... haha... always tired...Times flies.. when i sleep...My best friend just told me her roomie decided to move out and stay with one of her friends in hall....she is real sad....haizz coz she said she had been neglecting her roomie...hmm.. took her for granted.. she said.... hope things will be better for her... and me too....time will flies and things will change... for the better

Friday, February 25, 2005


me and my sis Posted by Hello

Fridae....

Woke up early for my favorite stats lecture todae... as usual.... Chua fook kee looked intimidating... haizz not sure what he is talking about todae... gosh.. tat means i need to read the boring textbook to revise.. Ate my favorite raisin scone todae...Yummy... Brightens up my day....Went for philo tutorial after that ...hahahah.. todae discussion was quite funny.. it turned out that a lot of people did not check the blog often .... so i was not the only one...Socrates is really an intelligent guy... Simply loves him... went home after that... heated up my crabmeat soup for lunch... cooOOL....i love soup!!! Fell asleep while watching "Ah cheng" ....mum and dad came home at round 3 plus...i said hi.. and fell into deep sleep again.. when i next woke up.... Gosh .. 5 pm liao... haha.. as usual ... switched on my laptop... and Msn !!!! haha... but at the same time.. i touched up on my philo essay.... watched the show on " monkey god" then ate my diner....
Left my hse to the tuition centre at round 7 ...haha... walked all the way there and i was late... discuss all the admin stuff on how to promote the centre and to attract more students....din really know what they were talking about when they discuss about money... so complicated .... ?HAiz... treasurer for the month of march and April.... need do spreadsheet... gross!!! haha... Now at xinyi's hse ... blogging.... should be studying later....

the last straw


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That is real shitty.... talked to jinwei just now.. and guess what... he blamed us for not even giving him a call when we were leaving lor.. damn pissed ... and guess what ziyi tell jinwei.. she said we did it for fun... Arrrggg !!! when in the lst place , she was the one who chased us away... that was the final straw... i blocked her from my msn.. maybe i shld delete her too... Arrrrggg!!!i feel so sick now... so angry ... i guess i will not compromise this time...wish i could talk to my uncle agony( for those who know who he is )... but i guess i better not trouble him.. he seemed to be busy with his essay... Anyway... thx Xinyi .. for yr sms.. realli appreciate it...

Thursday, February 24, 2005

why did my dae become like shit?

Feelings - fulfilling -----> happy-------> pissed and angry

It started off as a happy day.. i went to the hospice and played with the little kids.... they were so adorable and make me realise how beautiful the world is ... later i went to far east to celebrate Alvin's bdae... that was fun!!! we had a turkish meal.. but the highlight was the cake baked by denise... it was a chocolate cake.. and they were delicious....later i went to ziyi's hse for diner... Damn... that was when my shitty day began...

Was early for the appointment ... so i went round to walked around and went to the mrt at around 615pm... Saw jieying, siyuan and his gf there.. waiting already... ARRRGGGG!!! the first thing jieying did when she saw me is to insult my skirt .....damn man...at first i accepted her opinion with an open heart ... but when she kept repeating her comment...i got pissed ... i begun to show her the irritated face... but she din notice ... and kept on commenting... i guess Siyuan noticed my irritation and quickly changed the topic...that was not all ...jinwei was late for 30 mins... so we waited there for him... finally we arrived at her hse round 7 .....chatted about and diner begun...haizz... but not all good things will end well...God damn shit... after the diner.. after jinwei left with Ziyi's brother to play basketball, Ziyi said i said things i shldnt say... Damn shit man.. what did i Say !!!! pissED lor... that was not all... becoz she planned to walk jinwei to the bustop and do not want us to be lightbulb .. she forced us to go home before he comes back... i was damn angry.. if that is the case .. she might as well just invite him to her house...Another thing is i already tell jinwei we will leave at 10... now it seems like i have played a trick on him... and i know ziyu will surely say i purposely dun wan to wait for him... i felt make use of ... ARRggg!!! i
dont understand why she is always a different person when jinwei is around...it sux when friends make use of u to get something and trash u aside when they get their motive.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

skipping a beat

Finally i m done with changing the template of my blog ... gosh .. it is really troublesome to start a new blog all over again... need to download tagboards and hello pic ... Arrrrggg!!! Another Day without studying... Well, the pic which i just uploaded is one of my favorites ... not sure why .. but i simply love it....
Today was a lousy day ... wanted to do some reading... in the end... hahha.. as usual.. took too long to design my blog... was reading my health psy on the bed.. guess what... i fell asleep... Nowadays .. i not sure why.. but when i sleep.. i go into really deep sleep.. where no one can wake me up...Diner was great todae!! well, it is everydae...haha.. i juz love the soup my mum cooks...yummy!!Went for tuition in the evening.,..As usual, JAson and Razi.. are still so rowdy... how can i make them to be frighten of me .. maybe i m too kind.. whahaha... Came back home.. took a bath and watch "Bi li Huo" ...Damn disappointed at the storyline... Stupid Biyu committed suicide... that was shitty.. aRRRggg!!! .. and now writing my blog... gosh!!! time flies...


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