突然好想做回我自己...

Sunday, July 31, 2005

It's been so long since I last blogged. Wow...Time seems to fly.... Semester break is ending soon. I'm going to be a year 2 student soon. No more freshie . Sad to say , I really enjoyed being a freshie. A new semester , a new identity , no more anticipation for someone has graduated....

Actually , I am quite scared sometimes. Will I be able to cope ? I want to do well this semester , not just maintain at where I am now. There are so many things on my mind...What should I do ? This or that ? Decisions are hard to make , especially for mundane ones.

Anyway , I had a lousy day today. Wet my handphone yesterday and the whole thing went bogus. Arrrggg!!! and the worst thing is .. It is no longer under warranty. I can just kill myself. I tried to suntan it under the sun today , hoping it will work when it dries up , but it disappoints me.....Please pray that the charges wont be high when I go repair it tml.

I hate the world today.....

Sunday, July 24, 2005

What can I say ? I am super bogged down by the module biddings tomorrow. ROUND 1A! I realised that as we advance higher , the modules which we can choose get lesser and lesser. The modules which are offered this semester seemed super boring. Well, I have taken the risk of taking 4 psy modules out of the 5 required. On top on that , I will take a 6th module. I believe that God will provide me strength not only survive these 6 tedious modules, but also give me more time to serve Him in the ministeries.

I feel like doing so many things.....where is my urgency?


Tired

Australia Hillsongs - God Is Awesome Lyrics

Awesome in this Place

Here in this house of the great king

We come together now to worship him

His house is built on Christ the rock

Cannot be shaken

Cannot be shaken

God is awesome in this place

Sense his presence as we sing his praise

There is power in the miracle

Set the curtains free with a broken heart

God is awesome

Hes so awesome

God is awesome in this place( x2)

Ive found where I belong

Our living star

In this house IweII will grow

There is power in the miracle

Set the curtains free with a broken heart

God is awesome

Hes so awesome ( x3)

God is awesome in this place

Friday, July 22, 2005

Encouraged , discouraged , encouraged , discouraged ?

A mixture of both.

I'm physically tired today. I went for a bible study with Ruth today and while she was talking , my head seemed to be spinning round and round. My eyes felt super painful. A number of times , I had allowed myself to trail off... I dare not said it is a fruitful session , but at least I grasped the key points. Later , I rushed to meet Kareen for diner at Little India. It was her pay day and she bought several pairs of ear-rings. But that was not the main purpose of the meeting. I wanted to find out what was happening to her life and why she had been missing church. I hope that there is something I can do for her.

We had our food at some Indian Cafe. Well , the FOOD was super shioK!!! Best Indian Food I ever eat there . Authentic!!! *Beaming with joy*

Then came a moment of seriousness. Kareen shared that she felt fakeness in people , even in church. People whom she thought were friends in the church camp seemed so different when they came back. She felt repelled by these people, but at the same time , not all gave her these feelings. Yongqing , for example, gave her trueness and genuinity. I guess no one is perfect.No one can cater to all our needs absolutely, even our christian fellows. This is because they don't truly know us , what more than to understand us? I'm not saying that all christian fellows are cold blooded , but I guess it takes time to build strong bonds. Well , I have to admit that my cell group is not super strong as most of them are usually busy serving different ministeries like ushering , praise and worship etc. My cell group have so many future leaders that we are often so busy to meet up except during CG or a meal after service. But I guess each individual is concerned about one another but it is just that we have a different way of showing it. To me , just a small prayer for me is a great way to show concern for me. To others , they may be more than that. I believe that God will let people like Yongqing attracts Kareen back to the church.

Tomorrow will be a hectic day for me. Going Whampoe to distribute leaflets to the residents there to invite them for the Fantastic Race. We had been trying to reach out to them and I am sure that God will do GREAT miracles in the region of Whampoe.

Modules bidding starts on Monday ....I just prayed that I will get all the modules I want....

Today's praise and worship was awesome. The holy spirit was overwhelming. Various visions came to my mind while I was praying. Firstly , God has put in a number in my mind. This number is none other that the NUMBER of friends He wants me to invite for FANTASTIC Race. Another vision that came to my mind was my parents receiving salvations during altar call. Last week's sermon pierced through my heart. Is it really tough to invite my parents to church? Or have I even try to? While I was praying , I suddenly have the surge to bring them to church this Sunday . Whether or not they will come, I will leave it in the hands of God. Please Pray hard for me.

Tricia and Yongqing are back from their mission trip. According to Tricia , it was very fruitful. But we didn't share much today because everyone seemed to be in a rush. Kah fei seemed out of sorts and detached from the cell group today. I just hope that he will be able to rest well since he looks real tired. Kareen did not come today. Philip and me were quite worried for her. God , please do not let the demon take over her....

I had decided to explore the ushering ministry in church. Finally , Angie is back. The vocalist class will finally be resumed. Amen!!!

As I was talking to some of my cell group members today , I realised that the weekly prayer requests sent out is insufficient. During the week , people seemed to be bogged down by more worries. Guess what , I decided to design a blog for my cell group for them to pen down their thoughts. It will be a surprise for them....

It's been a long long day ....qing is going to sleep and so should everyone....nites

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Yesterday , while I was asking Kareen for her prayer requests to compile for the week , we started chatting about how little time we spent praying. Sometimes, I just wonder whether I really take God seriously ...It has always been hard for me to set time aside for some quiet moment with Him and this issue had been bothering me for quite sometimes. Now I understand what it means when they said the "flesh" is weak. Please pray hard for me..I was encouraged by Xuemin when she agreed to come for the Praise and worship tomorrow. She had been missing services for quite sometimes. I'm so excited about it because we will be testing out the new venue for our service. I hope that it will rain tomorrow so that we will have full effect of all kinds of disturbance in order to let us make a right choice of whether to shift to the new venue for our service. Praise the lord...Another friend of mine had agreed to come for the fantastic race organised by my church!!! I hope it will be a success since much effort has been put into it...

hmm..My mind seemed to be in a mess today.. so many things to share but too tired... nites to all...Love ya guys

Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Visioning
You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.
An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Modifying
Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you.You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion.
You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested.You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

This is super funny .... haha .. some of it is true , some of it is not.. OMG!!! hahaha!! Try it and get a good laugh out of it!!!

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Hweesim is your soulmate.
You truly love Desmond.
You consider Xinyi your true friend.
You know that Juneyi is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Shuan for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Jolene is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Jennifer is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Huiping is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Huiping changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Alvin is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Alvin has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.
You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.

You Are a Fruitcake!
You taste like nothing else in this world.And get ready, you're about to get tossed!

What Crappy Gift Are You?

Your Birthdate: May 4
Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer.
You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.
Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual.

Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.
The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled.
You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.
There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.
How Do People See You?



Oh no!!! Is this really how you all see me? Sounds scary ... haha..

Your #1 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer
In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.
Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.
Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

Been thinking of what I should blog about...Should I blog about my mundane life today? I'm super bored now.. Chatting on msn with that stupid DEsmond getting on my nerve. Arrrggg!!! Thank God I have known him for super long already , otherwise I'm sure to kill him ...

Several people had inquired about my relationship with Desmond...WTH! Since I have known him for so long already , have I ever had a crush on him or is there any chance of us advancing to the next stage? The answer is NO!!! Who the hell in the right sense of mind will fall in love with him? hmm.. maybe I am a bit harsh on the above statement since I have known him inside out ( in the friendship sense). Well, i have to admit he is a super nice friend who has been there by my side and we really have a friendship which is one in a million because we don't have the kind of love- love feeling for each other ... For those who don't believe in platonic friendship , you can come and examine our friendship free of charge.. haha.. Of course , all friendships go through up and downs.. and so does ours. We had insulted each other thousand of times and been pissed at each other for millions of time , in the end, all that changed was our friendship got stronger. Even as I am blogging now , he is irritating me on MSN... arrrrggg!!! But I guess I will miss him when he goes NS next month.. till then , I must think of ways to irritate him.. hahaha...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Talks about DEMONS and GHOSTS ....

I hate topics on them. I don't believe in them and I don't want to. But there is no choice. Today's informal CG gathering confirmed my fears. They DO exist.

In the past , I choose not to believe in them. CHOOSE not to. Until TODAY. With Philip around, we got to this topic again. Demons and ghosts are fallen angels which are under Satan. There are a lot of supernatural things happening within the spiritual realm which are invisible to our eyes. But one thing for SURE , they are EVIL. It's scary for me , probably because in the past , I have choose not to believe in it to escape my fear. Until I am forced to face my fear today. Even Pangster who has a strong faith admits that sometimes he do feel overwhelmed by the demons. He shared a story about how a brother in our church help to bring salvation to a family and right after the family received Christ , the statue of idol on the altar broke into two pieces and the fellow brothers saw a ghostly figure without any feature on her face floated past them out of the house. Arrrrggg!! This story sent a shiver down my spine. My parents are worshipping "godly" idol at home. Suddenly , I felt a strong sense of urging to bring salvation to them , for them to stop worshipping the demons. I need to pray for my family against this spiritual warfare with the demons at home. But one thing for sure , the HOLY SPIRIT will be there to guide us and to empower us with the authority to cast away all evil DEmons around us.

For my dearest friends with statues of idols in your house , I truly hope that you all will be careful. It won't be a easy battle , but when you accept Christ , all things are possible. It's scary sometimes to know that actually we are all living in a home like HELL , worshipping evil Spirits. But . i hope that one day all my friends will be set free from the world.... Freaking scared now...but i am sure i will be able to win this battle...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

We are different.....

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Recently , I had been watching a lot of news.

Well , it is so disappointing. The world of News has become so commercialised. As I watched the news on channel 8 these few days, it seemed like there are a lot of news on bodies being dismembered or being thrown off the building. I am not saying that all these are not important. But something caught my attention. Ever since the "huang na" Hooha , the news media had been reporting cases like these. Is the news media presenting what is rational or are they just presenting what the audience want to see to keep up the TV rating? I mean thousands of people are dying each day due to poverty or even Aids , doesn't all these stir up our concern even more? Again , I am not saying that all these bodies being dismembered are of no concern to us , but sometimes, we need to weigh the importance of issues and not just present what will be interesting to the audience. Also , I feel that those news are being reported too excessively. I mean if I have a choice , I would rather see the incidence of HIV case in Africa now than some lawsuits procedures of the case. In the end , all we want to find out is the verdict , so why waste time reporting the progress of the case? Doesn't news media looks more like a gossip tabloid rather than a informative source for the audience? I do admit there are some substantial news being reported but there are just far too little.....Sighzzz...

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Princess Qing sincerely presents My Incomplete CG poto!!!!
From Left to right ( top row)

Jingting - my best of friend in church , crapping and sharing buddies. Someone who is mature and childish at the same time like me. Same age too.

Tricia - My cell group leader , observant and chirpy , always with a smile on her face.

Kaf fei - nicknamed coffee ( in chinese) . Just graduated from Nus engineering. Currently working. Has a cold sense of humor. Super serious worker. Don't mess around with him!

Philip - Childish. Interested in demons and spirits. May want to be an exorcist when he grow up. Likes to fast for our cell group.

James -Currently last year in NTU. Girls charmer. Nice and caring next- door guy. Good to everyone.

Biyun - Rough and violent. Likes to pinch me. Super enthusiastic about God. Wants to join the worship team. Currently a contract teaching staff.

Natasha - In NIE now. Super artistic. Just joined our CG . Fun to talk with. Mature and witty.

Me - me , I , myself , liqing

Kareen - Fun-loving, can communicate with almost everyone. Straightforward and direct. Crazy at times. Currently working part time as a private investigator.

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

I'm so bored now. Just finished watching the charity show on Tv while cross- stitching. Still a long way to go....

Went shopping with Jingting after church today. It was real fun. I bought a dress and a crystal necklace. Jingting bought a skirt. It seems like I have spend all my salary which I had earned. Where has all my money gone to ? Arrrrggg!!! I have no idea.

There are still a lot of things I need to buy , like my acoustic guitar and a digicam. Thank God my mum has forgotten that i still haven't pay her for my contact lens. I'm so tired now. Guess I will go to sleep soon....sweet Love ....

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Almost Here(Delta Goodrem, Brian McFadden, Guy Chambers)

Brian: Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta: But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Brian: I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Brian & Delta: Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, how it hurts

Brian: Oh, haven't I always loved you?

Delta: But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Brian & Delta: Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, now it hurts

Brian: Haven't I always loved you?

Delta: But when I need you
You're almost here

Brian: Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

Delta: And when I hold you
You're almost here

Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Brian & Delta: And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears

Brian: Cause I know I'm almost here

Brian & Delta: Only almost here

Reading some of my friends' blogs then did I realised how much each of us had changed.

Things around us are forever changing , much less to mention people. Sometimes , we find it difficult to share our troubles with even our closest friends as compared to the past. I guess as we grow older, we are more conscious of how people look at us. As time goes by , we speak less and less of ourselves and have more and more secrets within our scarred hearts. Even when close friends get together , we can sense that things are no longer the same. We no longer share the same passion or even goals. All we have in common are mundane daily hobbies like shopping. Even then , our taste are completely different. We are probably just lingering on a decayed friendship, hoping to salvage it in any way we can.

Are we more comfortable with our present friends that we no longer have any time for our close friends? I mean we no longer have complete accountability or knowledge of our friends' lives anymore. Or should I say we no longer place our close friends as one of the most important issue in our heart? We are no longer in control. Even when our friends are in trouble , all we can do is to offer advice.

I guess things will never be the same.


If you are to die today , will you die with any regret?

Friday, July 08, 2005

Denise's BDAy is coming! It's the 4th and the last bday of the year for my GEK group members , excluding Weijun because she has never attended any of our celebration before. Yicong is going to bake a hwa huey ( chinese blooming cake) for her and I am going to bring candles. She loves cooking so we decided to buy her a recipe book. Behind the book lies an ulterior motive. We hope that she can cook all the delicacies in the book for us after she has mastered the skill. Cool MAn!! Only Yicong would think of that - one stone kills 2 birds. RiceTable will be our destination for the celebration this time. I can't wait to go there. Cool!!! From the way Yicong describes, it seems like they really really are of a very high standard. Too bad Jamal is still in Pakistan. Never mind, I will enjoy his food on his behalf.

YEah!!! Hweesim and I will be getting our guitar most probably next week and we will begin our journey of strumming the guitar for a living. Opps. Just joking. I can't wait to get hold of my new guitar!!!


If there is one thing we are told to do , it is to love you .... to adore you....

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

My sensitive neck is getting more and more itchy. Ever since I bought the Loreal Wax. I guess i am allergy to some of the ingredients in the wax. Now my neck is pinkish in color....putting loads and loads of powder on my neck. In the end , I am sneezing every now and then. But I got a new bottle of wax today. Gatbsy , the previous brand I use. Stronghold. 4 Stars out of 5. I cant wait to go for campus crusade orientation. I guess it should be super fun!!!! Amen!!! hmmm...decided what to eat for lunch tml....Rosti!!!! YippEEE Yeah yeah!!!! till then , need to go now....love ya guys!!

Just got back from a job briefing with Biyun. Well, this job is something which I have never dine before and I supposed it will be fun with Biyun around. But this will also mean MORE bruises and pinches around my body. Last night , me , tricia, biyun and Kahfei went to accompany Kareen and to have fellowship together. Then out popped this question. WHAT IS The MOST important Thing in Your life now? Well, it sets me thinking. Then it suddenly dawned on me. The most important thing in my life now is my family. I guess even if all the people turn their backs on me , my family will still be there for me. From young till now, I have been the worry of the family. Had one major operation near my elbow , stitches near my chin and another visit to the hospital when I teared my cartilage due to a wrong landing while playing hurdles. All these while , my family have been there for me. But the perfect answer should be God. The really perfect answer. But to me , I have to be true to myself. At this moment , i am still bounded by petty concerns. Everyday is a learning experience to me. I hope that one day I will be able to say out loud that GOD is the answer.

Then another question came....What if one day God was to take away my family , will I still trust Him? I really have no answer to this and I know one day I will have to make a decision.

What my calling from God? To be a missionary? To lead worship? or to stay in the corporate world to contribute to the church? I have never thought of all these. I always have this wish to go to some rural villages in Thailand to teach the people there. Life there should be more peaceful than Singapore , I guess.

Then on the bus ride home came yet another difficult question by Kareen. Will I ever leave church? All the walls I have built around myself , all the "obligations" ....Will I ever leave the church? It's hard being a christian especially with so many persecutors around. I am still learning to love God more everyday and to try to tear down the walls surrounding me. I want to be more involved in church activities. I had been taking vocalist training . Will be going to Pangster house to learn how to lead worship tomorrow. I will start learning guitar after I buy one in a few weeks time. Walking with the God may be tough , but I guess with Him around me , Everything will be fine because He knows the END even before we are born.

Monday, July 04, 2005

It's been tough. Sometimes , i just don't understand myself. I can't seemed to share openly with my cell group members. It's difficult sometimes. It wasnt that difficult in the past with my other cell group members. I'm not sure myself too. This cell group is quite different from the past. Whenever I see them , I will start building walls around myself , thick and high walls which they can't penetrate. Have I subconsciously isolated myself from everyone I know or am I just so fortunate and comfy with the way I am now that I no longer can feel for others? Or worst , I no longer have any love left for any others , too exhausted and sick of caring for others, I supposed?

I love being by myself. Sometimes, I hate it when people want to travel with me to anywhere. Bus journeys or walks are luxury to me which I don't like anyone to disturb. These are time purely for my own meditation. I hate it when talkative people keep on talking to me on the bus rides, esp people whom I don't know well.

Things have been super blissful for me recently. All the things I had prayed for , I had gotten them. James had suggested that this is the time to get myself real armoured now before the "devil" attacks me. Sometimes, I find myself thinking...Am I happy now because I have learn to accept or am I just so immuned now that I can no longer feel sadness? or worst , Calmness before the Storm? I truely have no answer to all these.

Kareen's Aunt passed away recently. We were supposed to go to her wake today but it turned out that the wake was already over. Kareen seemed super upset with her Aunt's death. Not that they were very close but because nobody seemed to care about her Aunt's Death because her aunt is a christian. All her family members did not really talk much about her Aunt's death which is really upsetting. But I am absolutely sure that herAunt is already in heaven now. Hope Kareen will stay strong in Faith ....

It's always a joy to read Jennifer's blog coz she always got a lot of interesting test to do. heee....Well. i just finished a test on what sort of SINGAPOREAN blogger I am. "Xiaxue" , well , I guess it is not totally true. Firstly, I have to admit she is really a good blogger which makes people want to read more about her blog , which I am not capable of doing. Secondly , she really have her own style and class , which again , i dont have. sobbzzz...Anyway, i guess all these tests are just for entertainment. Try them if you all are free. The link is given below.Cheers!

Congratulations liqing, you are...



'Xia Xue' Wendy Cheng of xiaxue.blogspot.com

You are a goddess/god. You've got the looks, the brains and the body. You have such an irreverent sense of humour, people listen to you religiously and worship the ground you walk on. On the other hand you can also be straightforward, blunt and very very controversial. That has the potential to offend many people, but of course you don't care, you just shoot. In the end, people either love you or hate you. Nothing in between.


Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Now Where Should I stArt...WeNt RaV yesterday with Dorcas and her Friends. When I reached there , then I realised it was actually a BiZad BasH. When i thought that Arts bash was boring , up came Bizad bash with an exclamation in my face. It was super BLab!! Basically , the dance floor was super small, the crowds were wrong , the music Sux , there were no interesting programme. When we reached there , the One-for-one Drink offer had already ended and it was barely passed 1030pm. Faintzzz... In the end , we collected our free drink. We had Rum Coke, Brandy on the Rock , Gin Tonic , Whisky and Boulbour. We were so bored there and started to concoct our own cocktail. whahaha...Turned out super YUcky. Finally , the dancing Starts. With a Super Small dance Floor, there is really not much you can do. The Dancing Crowd was also small. Not a place to Get high. Later we ordered drinks again. heee..i ordered Grasshopper , Lychee Martini and around the World. I Love Lychee Martini the Best. Woohooo!!!

While we were walking towards Rav, i saw a super nice pub called LIQuid. Heee, want to try it somedays...Before that, I need to save up money....sobzzz



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Saturday, July 02, 2005

Everything Burns (Ben Moody ft. Anastacia)

[ANASTACIA]
She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone a stray
But she will sing

[CHORUS: Ben Moody / Anastacia]
'Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
'Till everything burns

[ANASTACIA]
Ooh, oh

[BEN MOODY]
Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

[CHORUS: Ben Moody / Anastacia]
'Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns

] [BEN MOODY / ANASTACIA
'Till everything burns
Everything burns
(Everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(All fade away)
Everyone screams
Everyone screams..
(Watching it all fade away)
Oooh, ooh..
(While everyone screams)
Burning down lies
Burning my dreams
(All of this hate)
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away
(Oooh, ooh)
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away
...

Hollaback Girl
Uh huh, this my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl [2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]
I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that,
getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack,
gonna lead the pack
Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms down,
getting everybody fired up
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl [2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]
So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals, no student-teachers
All the boys want to be the winner,
but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right, I'm the last one standing,
another one bites the dust
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl I ain't no hollaback girl [2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]
Let me hear you say,
this shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S [4x]
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just goin' to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl [2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]

Black Eyed Peas
Don't Phunk With My Heart
by Black Eyed Peas
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart (Yeah)
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
Girl, you know you got me, got me
With your pistol shot me, shot me
And I'm here helplessly In love
and nothing can stop me
You can't stop me cause once I start it
Can't return me cause once you bought it
I'm coming baby, don't got it (don't make me wait)
So let's be about it
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
Baby, baby have some trustin', trustin'
When I come in lustin', lustin'
Cause I bring you that comfort I ain't only here c
ause I want ya body
I want your mind too
Interestin's what I find you
And I'm interested in the long haul
Come on girl (yee-haw) (come on)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart Girl,
you had me once you kissed me
My love for you is not iffy
I always want you with me
I'll play by and you'll play with me
If you smoke I'll smoke too
That's how much I'm in love with you
Crazy is what crazy do
Crazy in love, I'm a crazy fool
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
Why are you so insecure
When you got passion and love her
You always claimin' I'm a cheater
Think I'd up and go leave ya
For another señorita
You forgot that I need ya
You must've caught amnesia
That's why you don't believe (uh, yeah, check it out)
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string,
baby Baby girl, you make me feel
You know you make me feel so real
I love you more than sex appeal
(Cause you're) That-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl [5x] [overlapping]
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart [2x]
That-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl [2x]
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby) [4x]
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby

It's a beautiful morning today. A good Day to just laze around at home to just ease all the tiredness from work. YA meeting was fun yesterday. I guessed I should said the church camp really raised a lot of leaders like Philip and Cerine. I was so encouraged when i saw how enthusiastic they were. Yeah!! Fastastic Race is finally coming , scheduled on 13th of August. People , Please Come!!! A Quality product bought to you by the Brighton Young Adult. Festival of praise is also just around the corner. Super duper Rock band Worship by Hillsongs, better than all the mambo and ladies nite by the clubs and pubs. Trust me! You don't see thousands and thousands of people gathering together dancing and singing together. There are thousands and one things to do this holiday. I can't believe it is ending soon. heee... I hope to do some shopping before school starts. Anyone wants to join me?